Yearning

Every day now for 3 months I have driven through the road works that impede the progress of the rush hour traffic. Every day I have wondered about the sight of these things that are dotted along the way. They were not there before the road works arrived and I am pretty sure they will be gone when the work men are gone. Some are blue and some are green. I wonder as I make my slow way along these three miles. If one day I will be passing as a workman either enters or exits one of these. It must be strange to use this knowing that everyone pasing by will know. Maybe the men have grown accustomed to this way of life. I ponder the feelings they will have, the thoughts that pass through their minds. Who would be more embarrassed the worker who is caught or the traveller who is witness.

Tonight just as I logged online I was greeted by the one and only Lotto

you are so sexy x

lol you say the sweetest things

well you are - thought i'd let you know

you are too xx

thx x. if ever you come across another leg pic to put with the face one you sent me, please send it my way xx

lol you are incorrigible

but i just love your legs - and i dont know what that means

why don't you?
I thought you were a bright intelligent man

i do really and i am - thats why you fancy me

it is all very flattering that he talks to me in this way.

I am feeling unsettled tonight. I have a deep yearning for my Romeo. I need to feel his arms around me, to taste his lips upon mine and to hear his words as he whispers in my ear. I have not heard from him in two days and really I am ok with that. He did tell me how demanding his work is. He has explained that the hotel where he is staying has a damper to stop guests getting a good signal on mobile phones thereby forcing them to use the expensive house phones. Yes I know what some of you are thinking. You do not need to tell me, it doesn't help. I trust him and I know he will be in touch when he can. But right now I need him.