contentedly smiling

Ok so I can't help it

every night I tell myself will be an early night, every night ends up being a late night. Every day now I hav to get up at 5.40am to get ready for work..........this would be hard enough but when I don't got to bed until between midnight and 1am sometimes even later it has to catch up with me eventually. On wednesday I went to the gym again. I hadn't been since I twisted my ankle which was at the end of November. I only did a short stint at the gym but it really tired me out. My legs were like jelly as I drove home afterwards. I was tired when I go home but I soldiered on. Around 10pm I went onlineand found myself exchanging messages on facebook with a very sexy guy.

One of my friends had invited me to join a thing where people ask to see a naked picture of you. there are 3 responses, 1) yes 2) ye if you show me yours first 3) no way. tonight when I looked there are 140+ requests to see me naked. I have posted a picture but it isn't a naked one. It is suggestive. I have had a couple of messages calling me a cheat (all in good fun) but I ahv also had some compliments including this one......

what a photo!?and from a local girl too!!

we then began a long exchange although I have not told him just how local I am......my profile gives the city not the town where we both live. This man is very hot and I really mean 'hot' yet he wanted to chat to me. He was interested in my writing and offered to help with research!! at the end of the chat I sent him this to read and his response was this ............

hmmmmmm...I am liking that!its a bit of a tease because the neanderthal in me is saying come on...talk about tits and pussy....but the arty side of me is saying make the imagination work!! top marks...I like!!!

he also said this

yes...but that tingle is made more powerful when its ceases abruptly!Well done...you are the real deal!

praise indeed from someone who knows nothing about me and has read only one piece of my writing.

Other news is that I am really enjoying my job (even the challenge of getting to work on time every morning). I am enjoying interacting with our customers. I am enjoying the challenge of trying to learn thousands of products and their codes and quantities. I knew I could do this job but the hardest thing so far has been to keep track of what I am doing when the phone is constant and I end up chasing my tail but I am getting there. The other morning my boss was chatting to me about the work before Wayne arrived. she told me that although Wayne has been there 16 years and has an incredible product knowledge he has no get up and go. She feels that it will only be a few months before I am doing the job better than him. by that time she is hoping to have worked out a way of setting up a commision system for the sales Office staff as well as the reps on the road.

As I mentioned earlier in the week I have been chatting to Thomas quite a lot this week, he is hoping to see me in the next couple of weeks. I really don't know if this will happen. Tonight I ahve been chatting to Lotto who sometimes apparently works very near to the town where I work. He sometimes stays overnight in a hotel there. he has asked to meet me for a drink either next week or the week after.

I also mentioned Coach a few days ago. I have been exchanging emails and text with coach every day for the past week. we have spoken on the phone and agreed on a date one evening next week. He is divorced with two teenage children who he has on a friday night. I have been playing it cool and only sending a text or email as a reply to his. There have been times when he has contacted me several times before I reply. for someone who professes to be a two finger typist he manages to send fairly long emails at least once every day(even during his busy working day). It will be interesting to see how things go once we meet. He has told me he will phone me over the weekend if I don't mind, so that we can make arrangement s for our date.

yet again time has runa way from me and I need to sleep

but before I do I want to say how glad I am tht Pixie has the all clear and can breath easy again.......and pixie your other news is brilliant too :-)

a good start to the week

I am feeling great today

First off I had no trouble getting out of bed at 5.40am even though I had been chatting to DC until 1.20am after he came in from his latest gig. He sat on my bed telling me some of the adventures they had when they were on tour in Nov. I can't believe we have not had much chance for a proper chat in that time. But he chose the early hours of this morning!!

Had all the boys up and dressed ready for school/college/work by 6.40am so that I could go to work at 7am satisfied that they were all prepared for their day. They will get used to my new routine.....If I have to then so do they!

Whilst I was eating my weetabix I checked my emails and replied to a few I hadn't got around to over the last few days. Crazy or what? I had all weekend but neglected my friends but today I had 20 mins and wrote several emails. One of which was to my Knight in Tarnished Armour aka Thomas. I had sent him a best wishes email over New Year along with my other friends. He replied last week apologising for neglecting me.

As I was drying my hair Thomas came online and began chatting, we only had about 5 mins so it was a very brief chat. He noticed my new photograph on my chat window and complimented me.......it has been a long time since we last met. this new photo shows my new stylish haircut that I treated myself to once I knew I had the new job. each time I met Thomas I was sporting my old style with the scrunch dried curls so this new image was quite different. During our chat he also told me that he would need to come to the city soon would I be able to meet him. I said I didn't know.

To my astonishment I received a further email from him this afternoon saying he had been pleased to have a brief chat this morning. However he was saddened to think that when I said I didn't know about meeting him, he has lost me through his neglect. he thinks that I have found someone else to bestow my affections and therefore don't need him anymore.

Firstly I never was his. I do lust him as he lusts me and it has all be a bit of fun, but I was amazed to read his email. Although we have had a sporadic communication over the past year the last time we met was in January 2007. I am not going to read too much into this just enjoying the flattery.

My new job is proving to be to my liking. I had a chat with my boss this morning before the lads arrived. She feels that I will have no problem and in a few months once I know what is what I shall be flying. She is aware that I have got Wayne's measure and will keep him in check. It is good to know that she feels she made the right choice in giving me the job.

I have not been following my diet or been to the gym in recent weeks.life and illness have been in the way. But as of today I am back on the diet and tomorrow back to the gym.

I have been in contact with a few new men, mostly just for chat, but there is one new man who I shall call Coach who seems promising.

All in all I am feeling good, if only I had not fallen off the diet, but we can't have everything.

no new news

I keep thinking I should be blogging
but what is there to say
I have been going to work, coming home and apart from feeding the tribe and chatting online I have not been doing much else.
The job is going well so far
It is easier than I thought it would be
I knew I would be able to do this job but I thought it would be harder to get the hang of it.
It is good that the year always gets off to a slow start a this has helped me to get into the swing of my new role.
The hardest part is getting up earlier in the mornings
I am used to leaving the hose at 9am now I am leaving at about 7.10am and not getting home until about 5.20pm

we are having our works christmas outing on 19th Jan so I have started thinking about what to wear and have looke don ebay for something new and cheap
The plan is for meal in a chinese or thai restaurant then those who want to can go on to a club

I have had some trouble getting JA to o to school this week while I am not here to make him go. We had a touch of the sulks when I cut his hair shorter than he wanted it but still longer than I want it cut it. then he couldn't find his tie. He set off for school bu came back. Luckily the two older boys were here and managed to round him up and DC drove him back to school apparently giving him a man to man talk on the way pointing out that I could be taken to court and even go to jail if he doesn't go. He has been much better since and says that school is fine. I think he had got himself into a cycle of worrying about going to school, the worry was making him feel sick which made him worry more that he would be sick at school again.

I just hope he is ok from now on as it doesnt help being stuck at work worrying whether he has gone or not.