Thinking, teasing, flirting, lusting, seducing, betraying

I have been thinking about conversations


conversations that make me smile


conversations full of lust


conversations that make me cringe


conversations that make me think


conversations that make me deceitful





Percy wrote a post about Teasing, flirting and Seducing. He talked about the difference between the three. This got me thinking about how I behave.


I have always enjoyed teasing my friends. They in turn tease me too.


I have discovered that I enjoy flirting on the phone or online, I take my teasing to another level by being suggestive in my teasing. I have often referred to my job as being paid to flirt. I find it easy to flirt on the phone or online because the person I am flirting with can't see me. He can imagine me to be the perfect sexual woman in his eyes, but more than that I can pretend in my own mind that I am sexy.





Some of my customers flirt with me, Garfield makes lewd suggestions, his conversations are very sexual. Sometimes he gets so involved in this that he forgets the reason he rang in the first place. It is just banter between two people who have met through work, he tells me what he likes, he asks me what I like, sometimes his conversations get too intrusive and I have to tell him that I am not having this conversation. I have noticed recently that I have become uncomfortable with these conversations. It isn't because he makes me uncomfortable, it is because I am changing. Where I had found these conversations amusing I now find them more distatesful. I feel that by having these chats I am being disrespecting of the man who holds my heart.





Earlier in the week I was chatting with Lotto. He told me how much he had enjoyed seeing me last week. He told me how he had wanted me the moment he saw me. I smile to myself as I remember that it hadn't been obvious but then Lotto is good at hiding his desires. Either he is very good at acting cool or I just wasn't looking for the signs. He asks me if I wanted him as soon as I saw him, I am not sure how to answer. I don't want to lead him on by saying yes, but equally I don't want to hurt him by saying no, so I avoid giving a straight answer.





Earlier in the week I had an unexpected chat with Thomas aka My Knight. He is so gorgeous and sexy and unexplicably he desires me as much as I desire him. But our lustathon has changed. we both lust after the other but now he knows my heart is Romeo's. We talk about the impossibility of monogamy. I assert my belief that I can and will be monogomous. It was never a problem for me in the past so I don't believe it will be now. He doesn't believe he would be faithful even if he was getting what he wanted at home. During our conversation it becomes evident that our conversations in the future will never be the same again. How could they be, we have always been so liberal with our expression of lust for each other. I can't do that now and he doesn't expect it. From now our comunications will be friendly but much more chaste than in the past.





Talking to Garfield, Lotto and Thomas has made me realise that I don't feel comfortable talking so intimately with any man other than Romeo.





This brings me to seduction, Romeo is the only man I want to seduce, he is the only man I want to be seduced by. In a way the last few months have been a mutual seduction for us. Long may this continue




I know that many men like Ron wil disagree with me, that talking dirty with anyone other than Romeo is a betrayal, but I am looking at it this way, as harmless banter it is fun but I know I would not be happy if I thought Romeo was talking dirty with other women so I won't do it with other men anymore.

How to tease a teaser

Hi how is my lovely teasing lady? Our time will soon come, so save your energy because you will need it all plus some. You will be sighing for days. Thinking if what I will do to you. Romeo xxxx

Build yourself for the multiple ........ when we meet xxxx

Does this mean you have an idea when you will be back or are you giving me a taste of my own medicine by teasing me?

mmmmmmmmmmmm ....... something to think about. But just get yourself really warm for me xxxxx

Thats not fair! Do I have to put on my petulent little girl act, stamp my feet and sqweam and sqweam until I am sick before you tell me. Btw you do a pretty good job of making me warm with no effort on my part. xxxxxx

Perhaps he is just teasing me but I think at last he will be home soon !! He has never sent me text like these before. But knowing my luck he will be back when I have other things to do. Like the Rotary Quiz on friday that I agreed to about 2 months ago. Or in a few weeks the party that has been put back several times already.

Earlier in the day I sent him a text that just simply said........

I **** you

I thought he could insert his own word here, it could be any one of several

Like, love, lust, want, need. I thought of lots more at the time but now my mind has gone blank

Teasing

Today my family had a meal out in an Italian restaurant. It was a real education for my boys to try different dishes. The pasta and sea food were delicious but the desserts were devine.



I am not going to post our conversations very often but I thought I would share this one with you. I just enjoyed teasing Romeo so much.



hi, hope you are having a good Easter. Keep thinking of you and what I would like to do with you xxxxxxxx



It has been lovely but very cold. Have missed you. Talking of what you would like to do a question came into my mind earlier about something I have never done but would like to try with the right person. xxxxxxx



So you should be a writer, so tell meeeeeeeeeee, please xxxxxx



what do you mean I should be a writer? I have begun a new story by the way.





well done, what would you like to try? you can tell me about the story later.



Well it involves two people, they have to be able to trust each other particularly the one who it is happening to has to really trust their partner. I think I would enjoy either role.





so tell me all, it sounds very interesting



It was something I read yesterday that posed the question wouldn't you like to experience this. I thought about it and the answer was yes. Even if I found that once was enough. Do you enjoy being teased?



I adore it in every way, I hope you like physical teasing. so share so I may imagine the pleasure for both of us.



Teasing is a major part of it. It would be no good without teasing especially naked flesh. Teasing and trust are two of the main ingredients.



so what roles would we play, hmmm. Be bold and declare your intention bold and sexy temptress



Ah but I am enjoying teasing you from afar as it is the closest I can get to teasing you for real. don't spoil my fun and theres nothing stopping you from guessing. What would you like it to be?



I see pink silk gently holding you, so that you let go and be totally in the feelings as you come repeatedly to my wicked touch and to your delight



I hadn't envisaged the colour pink other than in relation to flesh but that sounds good to me. It seems we are on the same wave length ;-x



Yes playing both roles sounds fantastic. I can imagine you stretching and sighing during intense multiple orgasms. mmmmmmmm. alas I must go as about to go out for dinner. After this I shall be thinking of you writhing xxxxxxxxx











Was it cruel of me to tease him for so long?
Oh and things got much hotter after he returned from his meal.